A rasping shout interject the quiet dark, the
dark is faintly light, Lero hears some words from relatives and sits up from
the bed with back pain. In the eyes of the person who sleep late and get up early,
everything is aethereal, he has conscious but feels tired, as usual, after wash
then take a carton of milk and get out of the door with a quick
pace, quickly rushed to the school. The graduation exam of grade 3 is not so
important events, but for classmates, the atmosphere is tense inevitably. Walking
on the road, Lero has heard someone shout all the time, like having being like
the nothing, sometimes very close, sometimes far away. Maybe stay up late for too
many days, it appears auditory hallucination, Lero thinks
so, and the footsteps still not stop. When walk to the school gate, suddenly he
hears a continuous rumble of screw propeller rotates, Lero couldn't help
slowing down, lookd up the sky difficulty, so dusty. May be aerial photo, Lero
has no extra energy to care about the unnecessary event, and he continues to walk
quickly.
Quickly walk toward the stairs, the bell of attendance
is going to sound, but Lero believe his speed and think don't have any problem
to arrive the classroom, but the problem arises after he arrived at the second
floor. Three female classmates holding hands walking in the corridor, block the
path of Lero completely, this kind of situation makes him sorrow and helpless, Lero
don't want to cut recklessly, so only can pace behind the them.
Finally
when they leave, Lero successfully arrives at the
classroom, after a few seconds the bell sounds. Awkwardly sit in his seat. The
middle school student feels so tired; a faint pain hit his brain. [It must be
too tired recently] Lero keep in mind not selectively and rightly.
In the math class, the subject classroom
teacher tries to make his lovely students understand the problem-solving
process on the blackboard, Lero doesn't want to let down the teacher's
kindness, but the eyelid grow heavy. The teacher's chalk swiping on the
blackboard but doesn't make the content clear in front of Lero. The consciousness
is becoming mistier and mistier, with every blink of eyes, which makes him
attach the peace more in the dark. The darkness erode the line of sight around,
the noisy yelp become more and more obvious, a long and intermittent beeps
reverberate emptily in the ear.
But
every time when he wants to rest in the endless chaos, the cacophony always
arise to disturb him, at the same time, the heart always throbs and then tends
to be quiet. There is a faint sobs in the empty space, a familiar and gentle
girl’s voice express the sadness,
even the voice is so close, but also can't still let him think of the sound
source. The beeps last a long time, after all the sadness, obsession, regret,
hatred usher in the end.
a long-lost
voice from the left of Lero, the sincere advice after the long sigh "wake
up, Lin Xuan comrade is waiting for you, the country also need you." Lero laboredly
pushes his left elbow out on the desk, the whole body falls over the ground,
bite the tooth, with unavoidable distorted face, a heart of fire make him
creep to the outside door, just like before, in the dirty trenches,
in the bloodstained wheat fields, on the brick debris, under the enemy's bullet
chain creeping to the door.
Face
the man who bow in silence in the doorway and shout: "my life was full of
regret, so I can't rest till death, comrade Lenin!" Dressed in a shirt and
vest, wearing a black coat in a cap, the man exactly looks the same as Lero, but
the temperament is completely different. No noise, all the outside has been
filled with pure white, the classroom just is full of students, now only left desks
and chairs. The moment the right hand touch the threshold, as if smell the
foggy smoke of gunpowder, and heard the sporadic gunfire, a ballad goes to his
mouth, Lero dilated pupils and sings in a low voice.
The pure
white world only left one person, who sighed meaningfully.
（the introductory ended）
